HAPPYYY

I
AM
SO
HAPPY

That's all I could say
This morning I unbelievably managed to finish ALL sections in my SS paper, although the quality of the answers are still questionable :D
But most importantly, I did it

Then just now
after struggling for hours with my new-second-hand camera
with all the delicate wires, connectors, and bolts
and to taste the electric force of a 300V electrolyte capasitor
I finally succeed in modifying it with a simple but useful "filter"
(it is a pity that I screwed up the LCD, otherwise it could be perfect...)
I am ready to test it on the field [smile meaningfully from ear to ear]

I officially want to thank HELiX for his brilliant idea

Inertia

Ok, here I am, in my room in front of my laptop. I have just waken up an hour ago(around nine plus).
Why so late? Coz i have no exam today(horaay).
Another reason? Coz i started to doze at about five in the morning.
Is mugging the reason? You bet, Chelsea played Liverpool in the Champions League Semifinal, and there is no way I am going to miss that, even during the midyear exam; especially when my pride is at stake(only boys can understand this). So I watched the game, bitting my lips and praying for 90 minutes, but in the end, I managed to sleep with smile. Yeah, one-nil for Chelsea.
So, whats next? A lot.
I already told you I am in the middle of midyear exam, and tomorrow I am going to have social studies paper. Honestly, I have NOT revised anything.
Over confident? Yeah right... Let me tell you something. My first SS test in Sec4 gave me two over... twenty and my last reliability exercise came out to be one over seven. If you think that the marks are low, please be reminded that SS is a combined subject, together with the *#*&#$ Literature(oops, it seems that Blooger has bad words filter), and I think you can guess my marks. Therefore, after following my dear teacher's advice to "think about it", I have decided to apply a new learning strategy called "The Heck-Care Way", and yes, I WILL do it.

So for all my friends out there, follow my path. Come to the bright side of the force. Why suffocate our brain with S-country history, when we are NOT even the S-country citizen?!? And who cares about a writer's imagination about what happened to Scotland in the past?? They all lived in the age of kings when killing for power is not uncommon. STOP wasting time to decide who's right and who's wrong!!! One more thing, a prose or a poem is written to be enjoyed by READING it, not by ANALYSING it. So I just want to tell the spirit of "bright people" who came out with the idea of studying literature (you all should be in grave by now, shouldn't you) that you have done much MORE damage to my brain than a nuclear radiation of an atomic bomb. Hope you rest in peace...

Ok, now is the end of my post. Maybe you find that the title is a bit out of topic, dont you? It is actually not. This whole post is just my jutification for not studying, coz I found it really HARD to START. Same thing happens with inertia, the tendency of an object to continue moving if it is in motion, or for an object to START moving if it is at REST.

Now you know.

I wish it would work

Today, as usual, I went to Lot1 Shopping Mall for some food and to relieve the tension that built up during the morning class(or any event after school). My first choice there would be CCK library. It is always exciting for me, to just look at the huge collections of books; I guess it is somewhat similar condition like when a five years old kid enters Toys R' Us for the first time. There are a lot to explore and so many times you will go "Aah" or "Ooh". Another good point is the cool and quiet condition; it is so relaxing. From there I would go for my dinner with book in one hand, or if I am not hungry or not in the mood to eat, walk around until I realise it is already late to get back to hostel. One nice place to spend the time is Comic Connection on lv4. The shop is not very big, but fully packed with interesting stuff. And I found one object that really caught my attention. It was a simple notebook, black in colour, and with two words written on the cover, DEATH NOTE. I know it cannot be a real one, but it looks quite assuring, especially with the instructions and the actual scribles of the actor as shown in the first movie. Holding the book on my hand, I couldnt help but expressing my wish soundlessly. I wished the book could somehow be real. If it could, I would immidiately write down the name of two people that had been like a drill inside my brain giving me head splitting headache, like adrenalin in my blood - thumping my heart, fueling my rage, and like a huge stone in my stomach, giving me that sinking feeling. I know perfectly that if it was for real, it would regret it just seconds after they say sayonara to the world. But, I have never been good in controlling my temper, and at that time I just want them to suffer. It was a painful decision. One of them is a person I look up to, who I defended in some trivial debates, who finally betrayed all my faith and hardwork(not really actually, but quite close). The other one, I always thought the person was good. It is still the same now. I know it was not the person's fault. The person had no right to decide, but if the person did not even bother to come on the first place, the result would be different. It might not be better, but at least I could try.
It is too late now. What's done cannot be undone. I decided not to buy the book as it turned out to be so foolish on the second thought. But actually I did give a try. I wrote their names with my fingernail on the book. My writing was barely visible, but I know it was there. So, if you die, I want you to know that I feel sorry about it. I regret it.

But you had messed up with the wrong person.